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are you gonna call sissy xo female fronted while i still have a dick?
hey mrs blahblahblah, here's a woke allyship article just for you
a whole flaccid society of insecurity and indignity
compulsory heterosexuality and performative gender
i am nothing but a regular cunt
trans existence is more hated than you can understand
unless you understand
cis is not the only way
my only wish is for you to not treat me like such a token freak
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hormones and rope therapy (hold me quiet)
own my body, sense and mind
wanna love myself but oh, am i tired
mark me please, so i may drown
please accept me, these words are all i have
shit lyricist but i'll always be honest
licking and fingering my wet little brain
let me drown in your permanence
will you help me to free the worms?
they're choking me and all i see is my face
please tell me that i'm sick
i'm not doing this to myself on purpose
i just really wanna let you know how hard i try to stay alive
all i really want is to not hate myself
he protected her for twenty-sex angry years
kept her safe with addiction and self-deprecation
i am terrified by the violence that we do to ourselves
i hope these songs are worth it.
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thank you thank you thank you
words cannot express my gratitude and my love for you
because i was going to kill myself
"it's ok, i don't have a plan for action or anything"
is what i would tell my therapist
that was a lie
award winning smiley eyes
and i feel like not killing myself was as hard as killing myself in a fucked up way
(oops the scariest place is my fucked up brain oops)
but i could never bare to leave you bunny
i tried to tell you so many times
i couldn't say those words because i'm a fucking coward
too scared to kill myself if it meant i wouldn't get to see you again
i love our weird fucking life and our life of queer fucking
standing so deep in the lake, i just want to drown
you pulled me out alive
pressure on you every night
dig out princess tumour with a fucking butter knife
couldn't stand up; couldn't breathe
i was fucking dying and you stayed and cried with me
but this time when i cry it's because i've never been so happy in my whole trans life
kinda shitty for a love song, but i wrote every word and i wrote it for you
you saved my life, glitterpunk
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SISSY XO recommends:
BORN FROM A WISH
by ZOMBIESHARK!
The GOAT of cybergrind and a game-changing artist. Also the creator of our logo and our album art.
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Honestly recommend everything on this bandcamp page, but Guilt just goes so hard in such a savage and angular way. No messing around. Also check out Youth Novel for top tier screamo.
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Beautiful art made by utilizing a "no input" technique on a mixing board. This type of music reaches such a stunning level of expression. Absolutely gorgeous noise.
go to albumIf you like SISSY XO, you may also like:
I Will Destroy You, Myself, And Everything I've Ever Loved.
by ZOMBIESHARK!
supported by 11 fans who also own “our first set ever.”
This album is equal parts metal virtuosity and complete and total batshit craziness. I ❤ it so much.
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Sincerely, Leda & Alexis
by JISEI
supported by 11 fans who also own “our first set ever.”
this is brutal! catsandmetal.com
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The indescribable Fawn Limbs return with another LP that slams together grindcore, math rock & experimental music to jaw-dropping effect.
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