our second set ever.

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Unicorn Hole The opening track sets one hell of a tone for our second set ever. SISSY XO sounds like a wild cross between Number 12 and Dysrhythmia, but without any clean vocals. It's glitchy, noisy madness, and I'm sure it's even more remarkable in concert. Favorite track: thank you for fucking me..

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1.	sit down. get comfortable. 02:46		buy track
2.	the violent cracking of an egg. 02:26	lyrics	buy track
thank you thank you thank you words cannot express my gratitude and my love for you because i was going to kill myself "it's ok, i don't have a plan for action or anything" is what i would tell my therapist that was a lie award winning smiley eyes and i feel like not killing myself was as hard as killing myself in a fucked up way (oops the scariest place is my fucked up brain oops) but i could never bare to leave you bunny i tried to tell you so many times i couldn't say those words because i'm a fucking coward too scared to kill myself if it meant i wouldn't get to see you again i love our weird fucking life and our life of queer fucking standing so deep in the lake, i just want to drown you pulled me out alive pressure on you every night dig out princess tumour with a fucking butter knife couldn't stand up; couldn't breathe i was fucking dying and you stayed and cried with me but this time when i cry it's because i've never been so happy in my whole trans life kinda shitty for a love song, but i wrote every word and i wrote it for you you saved my life, glitterpunk
3.	improvisation (2): goodnight, honey. 01:15		buy track
4.	keep staring at me like that and i'll fuck your dad. 00:57	lyrics	buy track
are you gonna call sissy xo female fronted while i still have a dick? hey mrs blahblahblah, here's a woke allyship article just for you a whole flaccid society of insecurity and indignity compulsory heterosexuality and performative gender i am nothing but a regular cunt trans existence is more hated than you can understand unless you understand cis is not the only way my only wish is for you to not treat me like such a token freak
5.	browsing hirs collective merch while listening to thotcrime demos. 01:59	lyrics	buy track
hormones and rope therapy (hold me quiet) own my body, sense and mind wanna love myself but oh, am i tired mark me please, so i may drown please accept me, these words are all i have shit lyricist but i'll always be honest licking and fingering my wet little brain let me drown in your permanence will you help me to free the worms? they're choking me and all i see is my face please tell me that i'm sick i'm not doing this to myself on purpose i just really wanna let you know how hard i try to stay alive all i really want is to not hate myself he protected her for twenty-sex angry years kept her safe with addiction and self-deprecation i am terrified by the violence that we do to ourselves i hope these songs are worth it.
6.	improvisation (3): you will not be forgiven. 02:56		buy track
7.	thank you for fucking me. 03:49	lyrics	buy track
trapped/paralyzed again silence screaming inside of my head formless underneath a blanket hide and seek with mental anguish survive one romance bleeding out feeling like a final dance do not advance brain hits floor with head in hands i know that you love me this isn't real and i'll be alright i just hate feeling dramatic thank you for being with me through this i am so sorry wo shi wudidong wo bu zai zhenshi wo shenme dou bu zhidao ni zai jiu wo de ming

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Recorded live off the floor on june 26th, 2021 at The Front in New Westminster, BC, Canada. This set was filmed and tracked for Vancouver Pride Fest's "Rock & Roll Pride 2021". Still no dubs ever.

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released August 21, 2021

Leda XO (it/its) - Vocals, lyrics, and noise
Nikko Whitworth (they/them) - Bass, production, and noise

Session engineered by Jade Weekes and Nikko Whitworth.
Mixed by Nikko Whitworth.
Mastered by Ben Davis.
Photograph by Savannah Bagshaw (@_savvphoto).

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SISSY XO Vancouver, British Columbia

Emotionally violent cybergrind.

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