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the violent cracking of an egg.

by SISSY XO

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Shout out to the Big Money Cybergrind community and Alien Heart Records and all of the incredible new friends we've made over the last few months.

lyrics

thank you thank you thank you
words cannot express my gratitude and my love for you
because i was going to kill myself
"it's ok, i don't have a plan for action or anything"
is what i would tell my therapist
that was a lie
award winning smiley eyes
and i feel like not killing myself was as hard as killing myself in a fucked up way
the scariest place is my fucked up brain
but i could never bare to leave you bunny
i tried to tell you so many times
i couldn't say those words because i'm a fucking coward
too scared to kill myself if it meant i wouldn't get to see you again
i love our weird fucking life and our life of queer fucking
standing so deep in the lake, i just want to drown
you pulled me out alive
pressure on you every night
dig out princess tumour with a plastic butter knife
couldn't stand up; couldn't breathe
i was fucking dying and you stayed and cried with me

but this time when i cry it's because i've never been so happy in my whole trans life
kinda shitty for a love song, but i wrote every word and i wrote it for you
you saved my life, glitterpunk

credits

released March 8, 2021
Leda Paige (she/her) - Words and vox
Nikko Whitworth (they/them) - Music and mixing

Ben Davis - Mastering
Cory Curly Swopes (@curlyart_) - Logo

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SISSY XO Vancouver, British Columbia

Emotionally violent cybergrind.

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